i feel so odd (accidentally? typed "off" just now...). desperately wanting to be alone with me. to swim around and find what i'm feeling. find exactly what i want. how to get there. but today was crammed with the usual things. i wasn't able to swim, to float, to dream.
but tomorrow...
tomorrow, i will take a day for myself. my wonderful husband has insisted i spend an evening alone in a hotel and so i will be following orders.
can't wait.
i have no interest in leaving the hotel. i just need to hang out with Coco and a glass, or two... or three, of wine.
tonight, my wonderful circus will serve me dinner and cake. and i'm sure they'll sing me a song...
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